Thursday, June 14, 2012

Forever Exploring

I'm still growing.
Still learning.
I face challenges
I am greeted by opportunities
To understand the way it all works.
The evolution of marriage.
The inner gears of a work environment.

I'm still growing.
Always learning. 
How to be really honest and true to my promises.
How not to let money drive my actions.
How to love people even when I don't know what I can do to help.
How to be supportive even when impending change is scary and uncertain.
How to move with change and embrace it with loving, open arms.

I'm still growing.
How to embrace spirituality. 
How to trust the bigger plan and not get caught up in my own assumptions about life.
How to breathe peacefully when things don't always feel peaceful. 
How to rely on the love that comes from deep within, in my heart and my spirit. 
Knowing that other people can only play an additional role in my happiness. 

Sometimes I see how far I have come. 
It's far. 
Leaps and bounds.
Thousands of miles.
Sometimes I can only see how much I still have to learn. 
This makes me excited. 
And sometimes scared. 
Occasionally frustrated.
But mostly excited. 
It feels like real living. 
Like I am a true living, growing, morphing, blossoming person. 
Never still.
Never stuck. 
Sometimes scared...

But forever exploring. 

Bpositive and BForever Exploring 

Love always,


  1. I love reading your blog, B. I really relate to posts such as this one.

  2. Beautiful B, love the honesty of it xxxx